It's not enough that the men and women in our military give their lives when over seas at war, but they have to get shot while at home, on base where it shjould be safe? And by other military men? There is no excues. It's just wrong.

That simple. I've not had internet for almost a month and wont have it for a bit longer. But I'm leaving most everything behind. I'm dropping just about everything furry. Not many people pay attention to me anyways, and being a furry just isn't making me happy anymore. Time to grow up and face real life.

Bye

Stole from kaiyasoftpaw 

100 Truths Meme thing


LAST...
1. Last beverage: Invisible Water mellon koolade
2. Last phone call: My sister, to complain about family and men.
3. Last text message: Val just saying hey.
4. Last song you listened to: God is great, beer is good, people are crazy.
5. Last time you cried: I think yesterday or the day before.
HAVE YOU EVER…
6. Dated someone twice: Nope.
7. Been cheated on: If so they were good cause I don't know about it.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it?: ...I don't think so.
9. Lost someone special?: Yes
10. Been depressed?: Yeah.
11. Been dumped?:  No.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Teal
13. Silver
14. Orange

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Kinda.
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Did that a few years ago.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Never in a bad way.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: Yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them, I think, I've not looked for awhile though.
23. How many kids do you want to have: Two or three.
24. Do you have any pets: Poco my jack russel
25. Do you want to change your name: Well I'm going to in Nov when I get married.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Had a samll get together with some friends in Ga after school.
27. What time did you wake up today: 8-ish.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: WoWing or reading.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Seeing my mate when he graduates Basic training.
30. Last time you saw your father: Today when he and mom left for Nebraska.
31. Last time you called your mother: When I got her from nebraska.
32. What are you listening to right now: Heros on TV.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes, he was the best next door neighbor.
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now?: My glasses.
36. What's your real name: Raylene
37. What day of the week were your born?: Tuesday..I think.
38. Zodiac sign: Libra
39. Male or female: Female
40. Elementary School: Glenn Rose elementary, homeschool, then Koprul Elementary 
41. Middle School: Bridgeport MS, Homeschool, and New Holland MS.
42. High school: Bridgeport HS, Homeschool, and Stevens county HS.
43. Hair color: Blonde
44. Long or short: Medium
45. Height: 5'1"
46. Do you have a crush on someone?: Maybe
47. What do you like about yourself?: My hair and eyes.
48. Piercings: Ears
49. Tattoos: Should blades, and wrist.
50. Righty or lefty: Yes.

FIRSTS :
51. First surgery: Never
52. First piercing: Ears
53. First tattoo: Shoulder Blades
54. First best friend: ...Evie
55. First sport you joined: Soccer
56. First pet: Cat named Spooky
57. First vacation remembered: Mustang Island State Park
58. First concert: With dad, to some classic rock guy.
59. First crush: Bobby Epps
60. First love: Tim
RIGHT NOW:
61. Have a headache.
62. Watching Heros.
63. Wanting to take a nap.
64. Neck is stiff and hurts.
65. Watching the dog sleep.

YOUR FUTURE :
66. Want kids?: Eventually.
67. Want to get married: Planning on it in nov.
68. Careers in mind?: Kinda..
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE (OR SAME) SEX?
69. Lips or eyes: Eyes
70. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
71. Shorter or taller: Taller
72. Older or Younger: Older
73. Romantic or spontaneous: Yes
74. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms to hold me with.
75. Tattoos or piercings: Yes
76. Sensitive or loud: Both
77. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant: Yes
HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger: No
80. Fell on the head: No
81. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
82. Had sex on first date: Um..We'd been talking for 6 months, but it was the first time we really met...
83. Broken someone’s heart: Yeah
84. Had your own heart broken: No
85. Been arrested: No
86. Turned someone down: Yes.
87. Cried when someone died: Yes
88. Broken a bone: No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself: Not offten
90. Miracles: Yes
91. Love at first sight: No
93. Santa Claus: Yes. :P
94. Angels: yes.
95. Kissing on the first date: ..No

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Yes
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?: No
98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
99. What’s the one thing you cannot live without?: Books
100. Posting this as 100 Truths?: Yes.

This week is perfect. It was supposed to be perfect. The weathers nice. It's sunny. It's supposed to be in the 80's all week. Perfect. Tim has a job. I'd hoped to get a job soon. I found some good Rp places. My mom and dad are gunna be here by the end of the week. It was supposed to be perfect. I'd be going to hang out with my sister for a bit this week before a sleepover with ll the people gunna be in her wedding. We'd go dress shopping. It was all going to be perfect. Tim was going to get his ASVAB scores and a day to go to MEPS. This week was supposed to be perfect damn it!

But no. It's far from perfect now. My uncle who we're living with said he'd be weilling to help us. But after being here for only a week he claimed we weren't looking for jobs so he told us we had to pay rent. $150 a week. Thats $600 a month. Not too bad, we understand he's having trouble with his bills and stuff. So After Tim gets his job we start paying as much as we can. We're $100 behind now, and rent is due this friday again and tim dosent get paid till next friday.

While I'm in the shower this morning Matt talks to Tim and says "You can't afford to take care of yourself and your feiancee. Give me a good reason not to ship you back to Alabama by the end of the week." Which is basically the same thing my sister told him. And my Dad... My family hates him. And this time it was ME! I dont have a job! I'm not helping around the house, I don't help with dinner! I'm lazy I'm pathetic. It's all my fault... And Tim still gets the blame.... What the Fuck?

So...We may be moving to Alabama. Tim doesn't want to "alienate" any more of my family..Most of them have dissapointed me anyways.

I give up.

Notice: To all those who think Homophobia is wrong and want to fight for a better future for our gay and lesbian friends, please repost this into your profile:
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

Happy Birthday to a Shippy!
Happy Birthday to a Shippy!
Happy Birthday dear.... vixxen?
Happy Birthday to you!

And!

Happy Birthday to Rags!!
Happy Birthday to Rags!
Happy Birthday dear Raggeddy!
Happy Birthday to you!

Ya...Happy Easter.

Happy Birthday to a Kaiya!
Happy Birthday to a Kaiya!
Happy Birthday dear vixxen!
Happy Birthday to you!



...Sorry we couldn't make it to the party..Hope you had fun.

<3

My mate and I have had some hilarious things happen to us in our day to day life. We love comics, and we always come up with these great comic ideas for each other...

Tim doesn't draw and I stopped in high school and now cant get it back together as well as I'd want... But comics don't have to be drawn good to be good comics right?

There are plenty of comics Tim and I love that are almost stick figures.

So I've been thinking of making at least a few tests comics and posting them to see what people think... And I think it'd be fun, esppecially years from now for me and Tim to look back on them...

I feeling like everyone I know is telling me to do something different.
I just want to put the world on mute for a few minuets so I figure what the hell I want...

Sometimes I hate them...

To me...





Makes you wonder how important something is when you're the only one to remember it, huh?

Kinda been in a RP mood. I used to RP on a game called Furcadia, es a real easy and fast download, free. It's kinda got more popular since I started years ago. I cant find anything in there any more, but I'd really like to RP if anyone knows a good place in there. I don't mind the adult section, feral or furry, I do it all. lol

<rant>
Is it so much to ask that when you and your partner are in a financial bind your partner works as hard as you do to try to fix it?

I have filled at least twice as many applications has he has. Not to mention right now we're staying with my sister and she's anal about keeping things clean and I am sick and tired of people complaining to ME about HIS cloths all over the living room. I'm tried of having to defend him to my family. If they have a problem with him take it to him, he's a big boy, and I am NOT his mother!

Yeah, he has some bad habits from living with him Mother, but we're dealing with them and they are OUR buisness, not the entire families.

I love him and he loves me, and he makes me happy.
Deal with it.
Get used to him.
Stop acting like I'm his mother.

</endrant>

Okay, I've got three cats, all adults, all spayed and neutered(sp?) but I'm moving from Georgia to Texas and can't keep them where I'm staying.

I really, really don't want to give them to a shelter, especially not stephens county shelter..

So any Furs around Toccoa, Atlanta or anywhere near, or even close to Fort Worth, TX that can take them, I'll drive them to you.

Please

( Here are some pics and more info. )
   So ask your friends, please? I have to leave this weekend, and have been trying to find homes for them.

If there are one or more people on your friends list who make your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

Those of you know who you are, and I saw this going around and just -had- to put it in mine too.
My close friends are my chosen family, it makes you even more special because we chose each other.

<3

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Whoo!

I gots a digital camera! Yays! Pictures!
It worked?

Yays!

I had a blast at RCFM, was my first rcfm as well as first con! Met lotsa awesome people.
I'll be back next year for sure.

Next up, oklacon, gunna see about having a suit or at least a partial by then. :P